He was there , for only a few mnutes, online. I saw him and spoke to him the entre tme, in my heart. I will take him with me my entre day, even a glimpse of his screen name and the knowledge that he is still there and alright is peaceful to me. Insane as that may sound. For that was my life for so long. How can I just dismiss it so permanently and completely. Even though he dismissed me. A

And, I know, he saw me too. So his thoughts went to me and I am coming to understand that he probably has positive memories of us too, not just negative, like Dan would like him to have. After all, does he not realize that he was his own man for 61 years without Dan around to guide his every movement? I wonder, will Dan be around to change his diapers when he gets that old? Ha Ha.

Enough for now, I have a busy day ahead, people to see, places to go, etc. Life is just out my front door. And what good life it is today.