It is Monday, Labor day.  The entire summer seaeson now behind me without even a hint of him at all. I hopw he enjoyed my flowers and garden designs with whatever flavor of the month is hanging around. Hope he enjoyed the food I bought and the cleanliness of the apartment after I scrubbed the kitchen from ceiling to floor. He is a nracissitic bastard andI am finally arriving at how wrong I have been this entire time. My life is full , I can live without him, I had fun and I was well-received. I am sorry he is so screwed up in his thinking, he can't think for himself. How's the boyfriend doing Rog? Ha-Ha.

I am hoping this feeling lasts, but I am more than positive it will not. I am still loving him, and praying for him and I  think he needs more prayers than me. Remember Friends, he a gift, and he always will be.