Well, I had that dream again last night.  Woke up wondering why it's been so long since the last time. Guess I wasn't ready to see him again, but last night I did. It didn't go very well, but it was just a dream.

Life is good, too good right now to put anything negative into my thought process. He was here and now he's gone. Simple as that. Actually, it doesn't get more simple than that.

So I am concentrating on my new life and my new friends and my family today. I've committed myself to my organization and fully intend to do a great job of it. I am not alone anymore. I am here and very much aware of everything. All I have to do is remind myself of the pain and despair I went through because of him and I will be fine.

There are times I wonder, wouldn't be human if I didn't, but I'm sure that will pass in time as well.

Looking forward to toady and whatever I accomplish.

Peace and prayers to you, my departed friend, wishing you only the best for always.

Forgiveness is a wonderful thing.