It's been a while since I' ve written. I sometimes wonder where all the times goes. But I'm okay today. I feel like a new beginning of something good. Everyday still brings with somethings from the past, but I've learned to work through them, to let them all go. It's me now, back to where I was a long time ago, feeling good, being strong and looking great.  There's a saying I hear frquently, we don't work them out we work through them, and I guess that's just what I'm doing.  Sure, it gets lonely at times, but I found new things and more important, new friends to occupy my time and listen to my words and give me hope.

I'm sorry for the time I wasted feeling so sad about the past, but that's done now and I can't turn back the clock, I can only look forward to today and what I hope to accomplish right now.

I have a chance at love and life again, and I want to take it. In God's time, not in mine. So I just wait and see what will happen.

I am grateful for the lesson learned and that I am still here. Better than ever.

Well, that's all for now, but, I will be back.