The sun is shining!!!!! This is really big news. It's only supposed to last for two days, but that's two days of warmth.

It's still raining in my heart though, dare I say? I'm starting to dream about him again. I'm waking up tired and anxious and feeling quite alone. I hope things get done quickly and I can move on with every aspect of my life soon. I would really like to be able to finally do that.


Whispers of yesterday,
grow loud in my head.
I am tired forever
and forever in bed.
I look to tomorrow
to take me back to the past
And I hate I still love him
and pray it will last.

Caio for now.