Well, he was there, on my buddy list again. It lasted only a few brief moments, and then he was gone. I wonder if he even knows what I write or that I write at all. Does he even care? I would have to guess he doesn't. Too much time has already passed for him. He probably has a new life right now, complete with love and laughter, as I still find myself ensconced in sadness and loneliness. Be well, my friend, I will be always be here for you. Always.